sarah

Sun, 01 May 2005 09:16:33 GMT

IM FUCKING DONE.

man i miss my dawgz

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 14:02:39 GMT

im goin to start screen printing alot this summer, my teacher is hooking me up with some supplies and resources and all that jazz, so ill be doing some creations.

if anyone wants to help with ideas for shit, let me know.

in other news, im making bank with work. im leaving in about 15 minutes. geewilikerz.

um, i wissshhhh i could hang out. being grounded is no good. i kinda got off, but its not really worth anything. :\

ill be sitting at my house tonight and tommorow, so everyone else have fun for me :(

holy shit

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 18:54:09 GMT

pnuttlovesyouxo: that means free meanl for Pnutt!!!

i need new clothes.

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 17:51:52 GMT

and I don't know
where I could go away and you could wish that I had stayed
or just stayed gone
and I don't know
and I don't know at all
so, out of the context and into what you meant
and you know your reasons
you don't know who you are but you know who you wanna be

nothing more

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 03:29:06 GMT

protectXyaneck [11:23 P.M.]: ass and titties and big booty bitches
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i miss my weekend already. im grounded, hahahahahahaah. sjdfjsdf

but summer will be awesome.

"soon enough"

got hoez in diff area codezzzzz

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 18:00:53 GMT

so im at work, and i havent sat on the internet at all this weekend which is pob the best thing in the world. this weekend ruled and the best part about it iz itz not overrrr

friday night me rae brian and kyle left the little bitches at the car and went on a walk for about 2-3 hours trying to find a hot tub in jax beach from where we parked. goddamn it took so long. on the walk back brian fought some old ass dude naked. hahaha goddamn the guy was like 50 yrs old. son of a bitch was being an idiot though.
yesterday we ate at twisted sisters (UGHGUGHHGHHUGHHGHHG) and then i made bank then we went to the beach AGAIN. i really love that beach, its become so much fun. met up with detroit rock city and ended up swimming in this bomb ass hot tub, the same hot tub where 12 yr old baby justin made out with 3 16-yr-old bitches. hahahaha. but then we put fucking soap in the hot tub and the foam got really high and it was so much fun and was so sexy. haa
tonight im gonna see MDC and sxm and have fun like a bitch.

rae and katie are the two most amazing people to have in my fucking life and i wish people could hear the things that come out of our mouths. so gross.

one of the mexicans here just told me he loved me. im gonna kill myself.

basically my life is AMAZING. goooddddddd, so fucking awesome. i have so much shit that im just so happy about and things just stay exciting. if people really knew what all was going on, theyd prob think im a scumbag piece of shit, but really im just having fun.

i missed 10 days this semester, 23 days this year. whatever, i only have likr 3 weeks left. thank everything.

another punk rock song came and went

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 23:31:03 GMT

"we're not pretty and we're not rich, so we're gonna have to fucking work for it. its our lives we do what we choose."

i cannot wait for this shit to drop!

these bonds are shakle free

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 20:16:04 GMT

fucking schoooooool. sad sad days ahead. im really trying to get everything together and stop making my parents so mad/sad. i didnt even really do anything today. stayed after and did homework then walked home. report cards are tommorow, im just a little scared. whatever, i guess.

i want to learn how to sleep at night and sleep in my bed. goddamnit. ever since i got real sick, its so hard to sleep in it.

the weather outside is awesome but im too tired to enjoy it. i need some vitamin d and a tan. im tired of looking sickly.

i never remember my dreams, ever, but i did, and i will just say that it was such an awesome dream, ahahahaha.

its feels good as hell to not give a shit about shitty people. over it.
there are no second chances this time.

looking red, they watch their city change

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 03:08:00 GMT

my grandma is doing better. critical, but shes very alert and talking and knows whats going on. i think she will pull through.

my dad just told me he is buying us tickets to see bob dylan on may30, which is when i return from new york.

and my graphic arts teacher told me im really good at screen printing and ive picked it up really fast. he told me i should consider pursuing it in my future which i am. yesss.

things are good. tommorow is thursday, almost done

420

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 11:03:08 GMT

today is supposed to be a day of celebration for those who smoke and dont, its about freedom!

but im sad as shit because my grandmother has severe internal bleeding and probably wont make it through the day. every time she has come close to dying she has always made it through, but this time it just seems worse. im really, really scared and i just want to see her before she goes.

im going to school for a qfull day today, im pretty excited. ha.

sleep not school

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 13:54:41 GMT

A - Addiction: losing weight, new york city

B - Band listening to right now: the mob

C - Car: nissan

D - Dad's name: francis woods

E - Easiest person to talk to: katie, rae, ryan, tom

F - Favorite bands at the moment: alkaline trio, walking concert, leeway, say goodbye

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: sarzbearzzzzz

H - Hometown: jax

I - Instruments: no.

J- Junior High: dupoooonttt

K - Kids: stone, bear, charlie brown darnell eric anderson shmitz

L - Longest car ride ever: driving to tenessee

M - Mom's name: penelope ann

N - Nicknames: sarz, sarzbear, terrah sarah, vegan sarah, retard

O - One wish: to not worry about money, travel the WORLD

P - Pierings: my earz

Q - Quote: "we're taking walks around the hearts and homes we'll never own"

R - Reason to smile: best summer ever, new york city, next summers big move, daytona trips, making money

S - Someone you miss: d., keith beaver, donald, SEANSEN

T - Tattoos: im getting a lucky cat

U - Unknown fact about me: my mothers tubes were tied when i was concieved

V - Vegetable you hate: anything steamed

W - Worst habit(s): talk too loud/much, i dont think before i speak, assume alot, im very judgemental

X - X-rays you've had: ankles, teeth, chest, sinuses, back

Y - Yummy food: sesame bean curd

Z - Zodiac sign: SAG

coal in the heart

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 01:28:50 GMT

i love haning out so damn much. i want to quit my job, school, and everything else in the world and just chill every day. last night was so fun and i wish i could put it on rewind and watch over and over. i seriously have favorite people now, and its awesome. weekends are really getting the best of me, because they turn me into shit for school. may 20th come sooon.

i made $50 today. im going to DEPOSIT it soon. ha ha ha.

twisted sisters is the best restaurant in jacksonville. i love that place, and the beach, and sand, and sweatshirts and cold weather. and blankets. and cats, always. and friends.

im so bored. and tired. i like beds, too.

dfjsdjfjdfdfgdh

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 17:13:26 GMT

okay, so i go into work at 10:30 and i vacuum and shit and get ready for customers. at about 11 or so i sit on the couch and watch tv. eventually i fell asleep and the bitches at my work let me sleep!!!! so at 12:30 i wake up and the bastard says "oh, you can go home" uuggghhh no money today. :(:(:(:(:(

taking it too seriously

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 17:52:02 GMT

I helped this city burn to the ground
They said it tried to make amends
But I never heard a sound
Porcelain hope...
You're not much, but you're all I got

SUMMER 2006.

everything falls in place

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 02:05:13 GMT

work is awesome, shitty cuz raes dad died, but,
by picking up her shifts, i get tommorow and saturday night off. i work saturday at 1030 and all day sunday

by having tommorow night off, im able to go to the bank and start my own bank account. i have enough money to buy all the tickets i need (plane and admission). it rules! im so grooowwwnnn

im not even scared about school anymore. tommorow is prom so no one will be there so im leaving early. to save money im staying home, and i might as well make up my work.

and i actually like my hair cut. this is the best weekend ever.

penny is my mom, btw

futureeeeee

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 03:54:00 GMT

i just signed up for the SATs. june 4th. :)

my heart floats in the bay

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 00:41:19 GMT

so i think the guy who cut my hair was on coke when he did it. he was shaking real bad and my sister was like "i know when people are on coke, he was". but whatever, my hair doesnt look too bad.

i bought a firewire for my camera, wrong shape. fuckfuckfuck. so we're gonna go get a new one later i guess.

im scared to go back to school.

p.s.

gimme

iiiin myyy liiiiife

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 23:42:00 GMT

im not seeing horror show anymore, id rather see killing time. the KTshow on the 26th was sold out, but the 29th is not. the 29th is horror show in philly, but now ive decided to just stay in new york for an entire week and see killing time @ this:

a whole week to wander the city. its awesome.

take me to india

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 20:24:39 GMT

utsav15: where have u been
utsav15: havent seen u online for a while
am i still chill: ive been really busy with school and stuff

run to be born

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 20:01:56 GMT

my genious sister spilled sweet tea all over the keyboard so now all the keys on the right side stick. so we're buying a new one tonight, and going to lanop.

im getting my ctscan tommorow morning. im a little scared theyll find something fucked up in there, but i guess they can fix it. ugggghh

my summer plans are amazing so far!
modern life is war here, the killing time/uppercut reunion in NYC, horror show in philly, mental/floorpunch/stop and think in boston, and posi numbers. and theres other "secret" reunions i guess around the same time ill be up there. and todd wants to "rage the northeast" so maybe? fuck, all i know is i want to do as much as possible. i need to rob a bank. and i dont want to be home.

this better not fuck up.

attn AIR FORCE JOSH!!

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 10:10:48 GMT

do you think we could hit up the killing time reunion in NYC on may 26th? we could chill in the northeast, go sightseeing and whatnot, philly is only 79 mi from NYC, and its only 3 days before.

let me knowwwww because id be pretty excited if we could do this.

best summer ever. cmon.

I NEED SOME SUNSHINE PLZZZZZZ

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 19:54:05 GMT

WILL SOMEONE PLZ COME HAVE A DANCE PARTY WITH ME AND JUST DANCE AROUND TO ANDREW WK ALL NIGHT????

WE CAN ALSO LISTEN TO "IN THE MIDDLE" BY JIMMY EAT WORLD TO GET THAT 'HIGH SCHOOL UNDERWEAR PARTY' FEEL, BUT ONLY ONE TIME THEN WE CAN JAM TO AWK MORE.

PLZ??

godamnit

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 07:03:29 GMT

i miss my hair. GRROOWWW

where do you go to

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 03:52:38 GMT

so i have ANOTHER sinus infection. its getting crazy. i woke up this morning with a fever and i could barely move. this is about the 4th sinus infection ive had this year. they scheduled me for a ct scan of my sinuses to see if theres a "pollup" or "obstruction" because its not normal for people to get all crazy in their sinuses.

i cant eat anything, if i try and eat i throw up. its awesome!~1 I CANT EVEN EAT APPLESAUCE. all ive been drinking is grape juice and ive slept most of the day. i hate being sick so much.

last night i basically broke down and just cried for about an hour straight to my dad. i realized that im a huge fuck up, and i basically screwed myself over with school and my health and all that stuff. but i just couldnt get through to him that i dont want that life and i don give a shit. and i cried because i will never get the things i want, and i will never be above the line, and i will never be secure. and the thought of not having help sucks. fuck, its hard to explain, but people do not understand what i would give to just know that i can buy something and not feel guilty, that my parents have the bills paid, that my mom wouldnt have to work overtime every week just to get shit done. i hate the shit my family has been put through. my parents are GOOD people and they dont deserve any of this.

im a crybaby. and i just want to get better. if i can get through 2 more months, i know that summer will make everything better.

holy shit

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 09:30:01 GMT

dear livejournal,

the past week has been so spring break its crazy. my actual spring break wasnt this nuts. wednesday ruled and last night was so awesome. i think that if you could be in love with a city, it happened with me. some dude spring broke raes windshield so i spring stole his SB05 gear. bitch only has the shit thats on him. but he'll prob go home to minnesota or wherever hes from and buy all new shit, so im not feelin so guilty. i realized that i can sleep through anything, i could prob sleep through an earthquake and apocolypse. tonight was just wild. jax beatdown 05. i wasnt even there because i was too busy making mad cash at the jap seesh. waffle house sesh was awesome because i like my friends alot. i fucking hate springing forward, daylight savings is a bitch. however, i do enjoy IMs from homeboys who say things that just make shit so good. making friends rules and trust is an amazing thing.

still spring breakin for life.

PS.
R.I.P.